It's not that I haven't wanted to write this post, it's just how to write this post. So, I will just say it....the blood test confirmed PREGNANT!
I actually knew on Saturday. As I said before I think, I had two digital tests in the bathroom drawer that had been there forever, but weren't expired. I had looked at them before we left for Boi.se and thought these would be it, the true reveal-ers to say yes or no if I tested early.
Honestly, I'm still in shock. My hubby and I have been dealing with IF for over 7 years....I have never even seen a positive test before..except in picture form on blogs and posts...never from my own pee! So, I'm super excited, of course, but being cautiously optimistic until I see him/her on an u/s. Here are the things I'm looking forward to in the coming weeks in chronological order:
Aug 4-Last blood test to check beta
Aug 14th (ish)-First u/s
Aug 15th-Longest cycle ever before AF showed its ugly face
In the coming week, I'll write out my 2ww symptoms. Everything is super surreal right now...more to update later! Thanks for following me on this crazy journey! I LOVE your comments and I LOVE reading about everyone else's journeys--especially those who have been going/have gone through IVF, I have been stalking your protocols, your embie numbers and cell sizes....I rejoice with those who have had success and my heart breaks for those who have had losses.
Emily--I know you are next girl! I've been stalking you like crazy too!! My heart sank when I saw your post about your embies stopping growing:( I know your BFP is coming!! Thinking and praying for you girlie!! Just try to not take out your Lupron craziness on your students, k?;)