Overdue post...

Yep, it's been a few years.  Life has been pretty crazy!  We have a four year old little boy who keeps us very busy. He started preschool this year.  He loves it and he has grown so much in the last few weeks since he started.  We haven't tried again for number 2 as life seemed to have other plans this year.  My husband was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer last November.  He went through 6 rounds of chemo, radiation, surgery and will be going in at the beginning of October for a second surgery.  Currently he is NED but the reoccurrence rates are near 90% so he has to go in for this surgery.  Even though right not we are not going through ivf, this is a safe place to vent.  I have a caring bridge set up but family read it and I can't really just express my feelings somewhere.